We all Feel Fear - Here's Mine!

Today here I sit waiting for the door bell to go.
Any minute now a photographer will be here to photograph me.
Why is that causing you fear Mandie?
You've been filmed for ITV1, Photographed for The Guardian, glossy magazines and appeared on the radio so many times some may think you are a DJ!
So why the fear?
Well not having been in the public limelight for over a year the new meds have given me a beautiful moon face and I've gained quite a bit of weigh. And I worry that people still think I look like this.

Okay so on the inside I SO am still this gal
Ok so people keep saying I look great and I'm very happy in my skin, its just there is a bit more of it than I'd like preserved for prosperity. But I've got over that. I did that by remembering all the amazing things I've done over the years in my own business and in helping others grow theirs and helping them over come their fears - that's a powerful way to power up the way you feel about yourself and no one need know, so its not a big head trip. Just a confidence boost.

But still I'm feeling the fear. And the reason why?

Well when you don't do things for a while you get a drop in confidence so the quickest most effective way to power up your confidence, to get a boost of motivation and to reinforce the positivity that this is going to be a great experience is to GO FOR IT!

So here I am smiling, nervous, but accepting those nerves are just nervous energy just bursting to perform at my best and ready for action.

I'm ready for my close up!